Long time, no blog.
There is a reason for this, and it something I think I am finally ready to share with people.
Having gone through a really rough patch during the summer (something which I hid from even the closest people to me), I thought that beginning second year at uni would change this and I would be able to go back to myself. This wasn't exactly the case, and unbeknown to everyone bar the people closest to me I was really struggling. Having finally admitting to myself that there was a problem, I put my big girl panties on and braved going to the doctors all by myself (well without my mum- still took a very dear friend with me). It was then that I was diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression. These are two words which I never wanted to have to associate with myself. Me? How could I be depressed? I had a good life. People that cared about me, people I cared for, studying (and partying) in the best city in the UK (an opinion favoured by more than just me). How could it be true? This was a question that bewildered me for months and was something that I was not willing to admit was true until a few weeks ago, when I shocked myself by realising that I was the happiest I had been for years. I was no longer fake laughing, had not a care in the world what others thought of me (something which for a long time was a big problem I had) and I finally began to feel like the real Holly. A Holly which after speaking with professionals I found out had not been present for an extreamly long time.
I am no where near being fully recovered but I am certainly making huge leaps in getting there. That is something I have a lot of fabulous people to thank for (you all know who you are)!!!!
With all this going on I have still made sure that I made the most of second year so far, and would not change one bit of it for the world. I have never laughed and had as much fun in my whole life than I have in the last 10 weeks, and I cannot stop smiling when I think of all the memories I have began to create with a 'me' that I am finally happy with.
Mental health is a topic many people find it hard to talk about, a feeling of judgement is cast before the words even leave your mouth. At least that's what I thought. How wrong I was. The people around me who have been incredible in helping me to rebuild the new me are an amazing group of people and ones who deserve the moon and stars. I was worried some of my friends wouldn't know how to act around me, that it would change the dynamic that we had but it only made our friendships stronger and that is something I will be eternally grateful for. Anyone reading this who is going through similar and is finding things difficult, I would like to say that although things may seem tough, they get better. A hell of a lot better. Just have faith, don't push people out and believe in yourself!
H. X
Friday, 22 December 2017
Wednesday, 16 August 2017
A-Level Results Day
It's that time of year again...A-LEVEL RESULTS DAY!
It's been a whirlwind of a year since I was a nervous wreck waiting for my results to come through, but I won't ever forget the day nor how it changed my life (cliche as it may sound)! Results day can be the best or worst day of your life, and there's no denying the fact that whatever the outcome things will change. Even if you aren't off to university, I feel that you become a true adult after opening 'the' envelope (or looking online) and that life suddenly starts to feel 'real'!
The day can go one of two ways. Simply put, you either get the results you want and need or you don't! I had always hoped, as I'm sure many do, that results day would be the best day of my life! Although this wasn't the case for myself, it wasn't the worst day of my life either; something which I have come to realise in the months that follow. No I didn't get the results I had hoped for, and no I didn't get into my chosen university to study my chosen degree. BUT after starting at Newcastle, meeting new people, living independently, working my 'butt' off, enjoying the social aspect and finding new doors to open for myself, I have realised that it's not all bad. In fact I am very fortunate! I've had opportunities thrown at me, that I know might not have been an option had I followed the path I had always planned. My original path was straight. My current path is full of twists and turns, each one offering something more exciting than the last.
Looking back, I needn't have worried like I did. Life has a plan for each of us (that's what I believe anyway), and no matter which journey we take if it's meant to be we'll get there. One way or another.
So when you wake up tomorrow morning (or afternoon), and the butterflies are very, very real just remember to take a deep breath. It may be easier said than done, but take it from someone who has been through it all!
Good luck, I'm rooting for you!
H. X
P.S. Clearing (if it comes to that) is not as scary as you may think!!
It's been a whirlwind of a year since I was a nervous wreck waiting for my results to come through, but I won't ever forget the day nor how it changed my life (cliche as it may sound)! Results day can be the best or worst day of your life, and there's no denying the fact that whatever the outcome things will change. Even if you aren't off to university, I feel that you become a true adult after opening 'the' envelope (or looking online) and that life suddenly starts to feel 'real'!
The day can go one of two ways. Simply put, you either get the results you want and need or you don't! I had always hoped, as I'm sure many do, that results day would be the best day of my life! Although this wasn't the case for myself, it wasn't the worst day of my life either; something which I have come to realise in the months that follow. No I didn't get the results I had hoped for, and no I didn't get into my chosen university to study my chosen degree. BUT after starting at Newcastle, meeting new people, living independently, working my 'butt' off, enjoying the social aspect and finding new doors to open for myself, I have realised that it's not all bad. In fact I am very fortunate! I've had opportunities thrown at me, that I know might not have been an option had I followed the path I had always planned. My original path was straight. My current path is full of twists and turns, each one offering something more exciting than the last.
Looking back, I needn't have worried like I did. Life has a plan for each of us (that's what I believe anyway), and no matter which journey we take if it's meant to be we'll get there. One way or another.
So when you wake up tomorrow morning (or afternoon), and the butterflies are very, very real just remember to take a deep breath. It may be easier said than done, but take it from someone who has been through it all!
Good luck, I'm rooting for you!
H. X
P.S. Clearing (if it comes to that) is not as scary as you may think!!
Thursday, 6 July 2017
Making the most of the summer post GCSE's, AS-levels, A-levels and beyond...
As exam season comes to an end and the summer break is beginning, many people can become stuck in a mundane routine of binge-watching TV shows and eating their way through everything in the kitchen cupboards. BUT, in order to make your personal statement stand out (both for medical school applications and others), you must make the most of the time off. From finding a part time job to volunteering at your local hospital to backpacking across Asia, find something you can do, want to do and most importantly would enjoy doing.
For myself, I have spent the majority of my summers since finishing my GCSE's volunteering and completing work experience placements, on top of revising for the UKCAT and writing my own personal statement and, more recently, CV. This along with making time for friends and family, and of course jetting off to a sunny destination provides me with feelings of accomplishment.
I, of course, find time to completely 'switch off' over the summer period, but I have found that as I have gotten older and my future is that much more important to me, that being able to 'switch off' is a lot more difficult. One of the most important things to me is becoming the doctor I have always dreamed of becoming! This is the reason that I spend as much time as possible working and volunteering...to make my dream a reality!!
Making the most of the summer can seem difficult when results day looms in the background. Some people are not fazed, but most feel anxious for weeks prior to the actual day (that is if you are like me anyway). This is completely NORMAL, but it's something that you should not let consume you!! Trust me when I say that sitting around thinking of every possible scenario is NOT a good idea. You will eat yourself up, not enjoy your summer and possibly make yourself ill. Of course, it is fine to think about the directions the day could take (after all your results are a big part of your future), but this should be in moderation and should certainly not take over your summer break! The summer is there to be enjoyed, and not for worrying (too much).
Wherever you are continuing your journey to after the summer break (whether it be to exactly where you had planned or you have to take a detour like myself), remember to enjoy every moment. The summer period is prime time to wind down and recharge your batteries. Make the most of every opportunity, seize every adventure and most importantly enjoy!
H x
For myself, I have spent the majority of my summers since finishing my GCSE's volunteering and completing work experience placements, on top of revising for the UKCAT and writing my own personal statement and, more recently, CV. This along with making time for friends and family, and of course jetting off to a sunny destination provides me with feelings of accomplishment.
I, of course, find time to completely 'switch off' over the summer period, but I have found that as I have gotten older and my future is that much more important to me, that being able to 'switch off' is a lot more difficult. One of the most important things to me is becoming the doctor I have always dreamed of becoming! This is the reason that I spend as much time as possible working and volunteering...to make my dream a reality!!
Making the most of the summer can seem difficult when results day looms in the background. Some people are not fazed, but most feel anxious for weeks prior to the actual day (that is if you are like me anyway). This is completely NORMAL, but it's something that you should not let consume you!! Trust me when I say that sitting around thinking of every possible scenario is NOT a good idea. You will eat yourself up, not enjoy your summer and possibly make yourself ill. Of course, it is fine to think about the directions the day could take (after all your results are a big part of your future), but this should be in moderation and should certainly not take over your summer break! The summer is there to be enjoyed, and not for worrying (too much).
Wherever you are continuing your journey to after the summer break (whether it be to exactly where you had planned or you have to take a detour like myself), remember to enjoy every moment. The summer period is prime time to wind down and recharge your batteries. Make the most of every opportunity, seize every adventure and most importantly enjoy!
H x
Tuesday, 18 April 2017
Preparing for exam season
As exams quickly approach, many of us can succumb to the stress and worry of making sure we succeed. I know for me that exam season is the period where I am most prone to lashing out at my loved ones (not intentionally, but a side effect of the stress), and although I am still prone to an occasional snappy remark to my parents, it is something that I have been able to work on with the help of a few tips I have found.
For me, I start my revision plan months before the exams begin. I don't like to rush into revision and I'm not the type of person that can cram and do well. For me, the long game works (or at least it has so far). I also make a revision plan and ensure I stick to it. This is usually an hour or so each night at the start of the academic year, and as exam season approaches I increase the hours spent revising until I am confident that I understand and can apply the topics.
Exam season is a time that people can 'forget' to do anything but revise. Your mind can become focused only on this; which isn't a bad thing but too much can result in underperformance, ill health and unhappiness. It's important to enjoy yourself (but not too much) in the midst of exams; remember the important things in life and spend time away from the books. I try to have a 'day off' each week to take time for myself and to spend time with family and friends.
Exams become a big part of your life if you are like me, and the focus can sometimes become overwhelming. Being able to manage your time is key to ensuring you are at your optimum when the day comes to prove yourself, and show what you are made of. Granting there should be some compromise to ensure you perform at your best, you should still be able to enjoy your hobbies and interests regardless of the fact that there is revision to be done. It took me a while to realise this, and it is still taking me time to get used to it. But it is an important realisation that I made, and one which will serve me well on my journey into medicine.
I hope that this little reminder to take time for yourself is something that you will all keep in mind. Although succeeding is important, being happy is more so!!
H. X
For me, I start my revision plan months before the exams begin. I don't like to rush into revision and I'm not the type of person that can cram and do well. For me, the long game works (or at least it has so far). I also make a revision plan and ensure I stick to it. This is usually an hour or so each night at the start of the academic year, and as exam season approaches I increase the hours spent revising until I am confident that I understand and can apply the topics.
Exam season is a time that people can 'forget' to do anything but revise. Your mind can become focused only on this; which isn't a bad thing but too much can result in underperformance, ill health and unhappiness. It's important to enjoy yourself (but not too much) in the midst of exams; remember the important things in life and spend time away from the books. I try to have a 'day off' each week to take time for myself and to spend time with family and friends.
Exams become a big part of your life if you are like me, and the focus can sometimes become overwhelming. Being able to manage your time is key to ensuring you are at your optimum when the day comes to prove yourself, and show what you are made of. Granting there should be some compromise to ensure you perform at your best, you should still be able to enjoy your hobbies and interests regardless of the fact that there is revision to be done. It took me a while to realise this, and it is still taking me time to get used to it. But it is an important realisation that I made, and one which will serve me well on my journey into medicine.
I hope that this little reminder to take time for yourself is something that you will all keep in mind. Although succeeding is important, being happy is more so!!
H. X
Thursday, 16 March 2017
A day in the life of a Biomedical Sciences student
For this blog post, I have changed the style and decided to run with a timeline of one of my days as a Biomedical Sciences student. I thought that this would be useful for those thinking about studying Biomed (and especially those who have received offers recently).
This post is based on March 13th...
7.00am - ALARM 😢
I woke up early this morning due to needing to revise for my In-Course EMI (mock exam)
8.00-9.20 - Revision.
This consists of me reading over lecture notes, then making colour coded notes based on the topics and themes that I struggle to remember.
9.40 - Walk to the Medical school ready to start lectures
10.00-11.00 - Microbiology and Immunology lecture
This particular lecture (for anyone that is interested) covered the topic of viral replication
11.00-12.00pm - Physiology lecture
Here we looked at sensation and motor control within the nervous system
12.00-1.00 - LUNCH 😋
1.00-2.00 - Pharmacology lecture
In this lecture, we were given an introduction and overview into drugs which target the endocrine system
2.00-5.00 - Microbiology and Immunology lab
This lab was a continuation of our lab from the previous week. In this two-part practical, we worked to identify bacterial colonies.
5.30-6.00 - TEA
6.00-8.30 - Revision and lab write up
I continued with my revision from the morning and began my lab write up.
After each practical, we are set a post-lab exam which we have a week to complete.
8.30-9.00 - Shower, washing up, prepare for the next day
9.00-10.00 - TV
10.00-11.00 - FaceTime with my parents
11.00 - BED 🙌
**This 'day in the life of..' is based on the way that I personally spent this day, and in no way is representative of all Biomed students.
I hope that this has been informative to those thinking about studying Biomedical Sciences, (or who will be in September 2017) and provided you with a little insight into the work.
H. X
This post is based on March 13th...
7.00am - ALARM 😢
I woke up early this morning due to needing to revise for my In-Course EMI (mock exam)
8.00-9.20 - Revision.
This consists of me reading over lecture notes, then making colour coded notes based on the topics and themes that I struggle to remember.
9.40 - Walk to the Medical school ready to start lectures
10.00-11.00 - Microbiology and Immunology lecture
This particular lecture (for anyone that is interested) covered the topic of viral replication
11.00-12.00pm - Physiology lecture
Here we looked at sensation and motor control within the nervous system
12.00-1.00 - LUNCH 😋
1.00-2.00 - Pharmacology lecture
In this lecture, we were given an introduction and overview into drugs which target the endocrine system
2.00-5.00 - Microbiology and Immunology lab
This lab was a continuation of our lab from the previous week. In this two-part practical, we worked to identify bacterial colonies.
5.30-6.00 - TEA
6.00-8.30 - Revision and lab write up
I continued with my revision from the morning and began my lab write up.
After each practical, we are set a post-lab exam which we have a week to complete.
8.30-9.00 - Shower, washing up, prepare for the next day
9.00-10.00 - TV
10.00-11.00 - FaceTime with my parents
11.00 - BED 🙌
**This 'day in the life of..' is based on the way that I personally spent this day, and in no way is representative of all Biomed students.
I hope that this has been informative to those thinking about studying Biomedical Sciences, (or who will be in September 2017) and provided you with a little insight into the work.
H. X
Tuesday, 21 February 2017
'When life gives you lemons...' 🍋
Having gone through my own heartbreak and hurting upon not securing my place at medical school first time round, I know how hard it can be to try and pick yourself back up and carry on like your whole world hasn't just come tumbling down. It's an experience that I don't wish on anybody, however unfortunately it's something that can't be avoided sometimes. It's the way we deal with this type of upset that makes us the stronger and better person in the long run.
I thought this blog would be fitting considering at this time of year, medical school are in the process of getting back to applicants with either the great news of an interview or the devastating news that it's not yet your time! And that is exactly what it means!! If you receive news from a medical school that you really didn't want to then that's not the end, in fact it's just the beginning. It's life saying 'Hey, you might not have made it just yet... but you wait, your time is coming and it's going to be bright!'
Having this outlook on the situation was not easy. It took me weeks to get over St Andrews, and to this day there is a piece of my heart missing that will only be filled upon getting into medical school! But that hasn't stopped me and instead made me work even harder for it. I'm hungrier than ever to reach my goal, and there will certainly be no stopping me. I hope that all you deserving but unfortunate applicants don't despair and instead look to the stars and carry on working hard to reach your dreams!!
So - 'When life gives you lemons, make the best damn lemonade you can!!'
H. X
I thought this blog would be fitting considering at this time of year, medical school are in the process of getting back to applicants with either the great news of an interview or the devastating news that it's not yet your time! And that is exactly what it means!! If you receive news from a medical school that you really didn't want to then that's not the end, in fact it's just the beginning. It's life saying 'Hey, you might not have made it just yet... but you wait, your time is coming and it's going to be bright!'
Having this outlook on the situation was not easy. It took me weeks to get over St Andrews, and to this day there is a piece of my heart missing that will only be filled upon getting into medical school! But that hasn't stopped me and instead made me work even harder for it. I'm hungrier than ever to reach my goal, and there will certainly be no stopping me. I hope that all you deserving but unfortunate applicants don't despair and instead look to the stars and carry on working hard to reach your dreams!!
So - 'When life gives you lemons, make the best damn lemonade you can!!'
H. X
Wednesday, 1 February 2017
Getting your 'fix' of medical education
If you are anything like me and want nothing more than to study medicine and become a doctor, then getting your 'fix' of medical education is a massive deal! While not currently studying medicine, I find that in my free time between university work, revision and exams I cram as many medical themed 'things' in as possible (this is aside from the medical education I receive on my course)!
I'm lucky at Newcastle in that you don't have to study medicine to join the medical themed societies (this may be the same for other universities). I took advantage of this!! I am a member of Surgical Society, Neurological Society, Teddy Bear Hospital Society, Global Heath Newcastle, LINKS and Newcastle Emergency Medicine Society. This may seem like a lot, but we have the flexibility to pick and choose which events and activities we wish to attend. Those who know me well will know (or be able to guess) that Surgical Society is my absolute favourite! I look forward to receiving emails from them, knowing that they have something new for me to try or a talk by someone which will make me fall more in love with medicine. So far I have been to every talk with Surgical Society, watched an autopsy and been in the dissecting room multiple times to learn about anatomy of various parts of the body.
Aside from Societies, I also try and fit in reading around various medical advances and reading of medical themed books. I have quite a collection building up! Reading is something that can be hard to fit in around a degree, but when I go home for the holidays and if I have an afternoon off (and I'm on top of my work) its something that I really enjoy doing. I love to learn about current issues in our NHS and new treatments/breakthroughs being found, along with reading about clinicians own journies through their medical career. One of my all time favourites is 'Adventures in Human Being' by Gavin Francis, and I am currently enjoying 'Being Mortal' by Atul Gawande which was recommended to me by a very dear friend!
Another way to get you 'fix' of medicine, is to volunteer or work in a hospital or hospice where you are around patients, doctors and nurses all the time. You get to see first hand what it's like to be a healthcare professional, and the effect they have on people lives. This is the best way to feel involved in medicine, and an opportunity which should certainly not be taken for granted. I love the time I spend volunteering, and wouldn't give it up for the world.
Finally, my last way of ensuring I feel part of the medical community is to relax at night by watching my favourite medical themes TV shows and dramas. Obviously some are completely made up, both the story lines and the medical care provided, but the factual ones such as 'Hospital' provide key insight into the day to day running of the NHS.
Hope all you aspiring doctors out there find this helpful, and manage to get your own 'shot' of medical education!
H. X
I'm lucky at Newcastle in that you don't have to study medicine to join the medical themed societies (this may be the same for other universities). I took advantage of this!! I am a member of Surgical Society, Neurological Society, Teddy Bear Hospital Society, Global Heath Newcastle, LINKS and Newcastle Emergency Medicine Society. This may seem like a lot, but we have the flexibility to pick and choose which events and activities we wish to attend. Those who know me well will know (or be able to guess) that Surgical Society is my absolute favourite! I look forward to receiving emails from them, knowing that they have something new for me to try or a talk by someone which will make me fall more in love with medicine. So far I have been to every talk with Surgical Society, watched an autopsy and been in the dissecting room multiple times to learn about anatomy of various parts of the body.
Aside from Societies, I also try and fit in reading around various medical advances and reading of medical themed books. I have quite a collection building up! Reading is something that can be hard to fit in around a degree, but when I go home for the holidays and if I have an afternoon off (and I'm on top of my work) its something that I really enjoy doing. I love to learn about current issues in our NHS and new treatments/breakthroughs being found, along with reading about clinicians own journies through their medical career. One of my all time favourites is 'Adventures in Human Being' by Gavin Francis, and I am currently enjoying 'Being Mortal' by Atul Gawande which was recommended to me by a very dear friend!
Another way to get you 'fix' of medicine, is to volunteer or work in a hospital or hospice where you are around patients, doctors and nurses all the time. You get to see first hand what it's like to be a healthcare professional, and the effect they have on people lives. This is the best way to feel involved in medicine, and an opportunity which should certainly not be taken for granted. I love the time I spend volunteering, and wouldn't give it up for the world.
Finally, my last way of ensuring I feel part of the medical community is to relax at night by watching my favourite medical themes TV shows and dramas. Obviously some are completely made up, both the story lines and the medical care provided, but the factual ones such as 'Hospital' provide key insight into the day to day running of the NHS.
Hope all you aspiring doctors out there find this helpful, and manage to get your own 'shot' of medical education!
H. X
Thursday, 26 January 2017
Dealing with exam stress
The exam period is one of the most stressful times a student faces! I should know...I've been there. For every person, sitting an exam is nerve racking in some way and when there is an offer of University hanging on the balance the stress can build up further.
In this post, I am going to outline some simple ways that I manage my stress which I hope can be of some help to someone out there.
I always make sure that I start revision very early on in the academic year. At school and college I would start by the October half term, and at University I have started from the beginning of the semester. Starting revision straight away doesn't work for everyone, but for me I like to feel on top of my work load and this is one way that I manage to ensure this.
In addition to this, I make sure that I have some time to relax each night before bed. I put away all my books, and watch some TV (usually Grey's Anatomy 👍). This allows me to wind down and feel more prepared for the next day. Having some 'me time' at weekends is also important. I try to have Saturdays as a day off, and start my weeks work on a Sunday. This means I have time to spend with friends and family, and allows me to think about something other than work.
A de-stress in exam season that works for me, is having an at-home pamper night each week or every two weeks. I buy in a face mask and, if I'm at home-home (my home that isn't Newcastle), a bath bomb and spend some time feeling girly.
I have recently joined the gym in Newcastle, and have found this super useful during my own exam period over the last couple of weeks. While the excerise makes me feel great inside, it also means that I can spend time catching up with one of my closest friends during an otherwise extreamly busy period of the year.
While these techniques may not work for everyone, they definitely work for me! So if you are feeling very stressed in your own exam season and struggling to find anything to help you relax, then give these suggestions a go.
Hope I've been some help!
H. X
In this post, I am going to outline some simple ways that I manage my stress which I hope can be of some help to someone out there.
I always make sure that I start revision very early on in the academic year. At school and college I would start by the October half term, and at University I have started from the beginning of the semester. Starting revision straight away doesn't work for everyone, but for me I like to feel on top of my work load and this is one way that I manage to ensure this.
In addition to this, I make sure that I have some time to relax each night before bed. I put away all my books, and watch some TV (usually Grey's Anatomy 👍). This allows me to wind down and feel more prepared for the next day. Having some 'me time' at weekends is also important. I try to have Saturdays as a day off, and start my weeks work on a Sunday. This means I have time to spend with friends and family, and allows me to think about something other than work.
A de-stress in exam season that works for me, is having an at-home pamper night each week or every two weeks. I buy in a face mask and, if I'm at home-home (my home that isn't Newcastle), a bath bomb and spend some time feeling girly.
I have recently joined the gym in Newcastle, and have found this super useful during my own exam period over the last couple of weeks. While the excerise makes me feel great inside, it also means that I can spend time catching up with one of my closest friends during an otherwise extreamly busy period of the year.
While these techniques may not work for everyone, they definitely work for me! So if you are feeling very stressed in your own exam season and struggling to find anything to help you relax, then give these suggestions a go.
Hope I've been some help!
H. X
Friday, 20 January 2017
Work experience
A big factor of getting into medical school is having work experience. It's required my most (if not all) medical schools as a way to show your commitment and drive to study medicine. But finding work experience can be hard whether you are just starting out, or whether you are trying to find something different to make you stand out from other candidates.
There are various kinds of work experience which can be used when applying. From volunteering at homeless shelters to working part time at a cafe. There are no extra points for having shadowed a top cardiothoracic surgeon in sub-Saharan Africa unless you can say what you learnt from the experience and how it has demonstrated your dedication to medicine. For this reason, don't stress too much about the type of experience you have. As long as you have been able to enhance your skills, while learning about how to deal with people/life as a doctor/qualities needed to succeed in medicine then you stand a good chance.
You don't want to rhyme off a long list of things you have done but instead, reflect on the experiences. The medical schools aren't looking for who has the most things to write about but instead what you were able to learn.
Trying to find any form of voluntary or shadowing work can seem tricky, but the key is applying early and speaking to as many people as possible. Look out for advertisements of positions available via your local community, on social media and in your school/college/university. I was fortunate enough to have a week's placement in a private hospital organised through my college, where I spent 6 days working with doctors and nurses in various parts of the hospital, including a day with the MRI scanner, and (my favourite) two days in surgery! This is something that would have been difficult to organise on my own but with help from college, I had the best week seeing first hand how private healthcare differs to care provided by the NHS.
Work experience is a fantastic opportunity to learn about a career in medicine. While it may seem like a long process to organise, once you start I can assure you that you won't ever want to stop!!
H. X
Friday, 13 January 2017
Overcoming adversity
As most of you will know from reading this blog I have had my own adversity to overcome in the last year. Something which has been difficult, but doable. At times it seems like the world is over when something doesn't go the way you intended, whether this be with university, a job you wanted or anything that matters to you. But there really is light at the end of the tunnel.
Having been unable to take up my place at medical school in September of 2016, I have learnt how to deal with the bad. I found it very hard at first, and became jealous of people who had made it. I felt left behind and wanted more than anything to be able to go to St A. This lasted about 3 days, before I realised that there are other ways to get into medical school. I decided that this 'bump in the road' was not going to define me, and instead serve to make me a stronger and even more determined person. I picked myself back up and managed to get a place at Newcastle University. I have worked extreamly hard to make sure I succeed in this degree, to ensure I get into medical school the next time I apply.
Having the ability to overcome adverse situations is a strength I believe everyone has inside them. But it's whether you are determined enough for what you want as to whether it will flourish.
Don't ever give up on your dreams, and work hard to make sure that they become reality! Everything works out in the end!
In the words of Christina Yang 'Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature.'
H. X
Having been unable to take up my place at medical school in September of 2016, I have learnt how to deal with the bad. I found it very hard at first, and became jealous of people who had made it. I felt left behind and wanted more than anything to be able to go to St A. This lasted about 3 days, before I realised that there are other ways to get into medical school. I decided that this 'bump in the road' was not going to define me, and instead serve to make me a stronger and even more determined person. I picked myself back up and managed to get a place at Newcastle University. I have worked extreamly hard to make sure I succeed in this degree, to ensure I get into medical school the next time I apply.
Having the ability to overcome adverse situations is a strength I believe everyone has inside them. But it's whether you are determined enough for what you want as to whether it will flourish.
Don't ever give up on your dreams, and work hard to make sure that they become reality! Everything works out in the end!
In the words of Christina Yang 'Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature.'
H. X
Wednesday, 11 January 2017
Living away from home
Moving away to university is a big deal!! Not only is the course going to require a lot from you, but living away from home can be daunting.
The move itself is hugeee. The stress levels are high, as you try and pack 17/18 years worth of 'stuff' into a car (which at that moment seems smaller than most dog beds), and more than likely you will end up getting on your parents nerves (or visa versa) as you pack, travel and unpack everything you own. The fact that everyone's emotions are high also doesn't help. The move for me was fairly smooth. We packed the car up the night before and set of early in the morning to miss the pile up once we arrived.
Once everything is moved in, and your new room looks perfect 😊 Its time to get to know your flat mates. These are the people that you are more than likely going to live with for the next year (unless something goes wrong) and so you need to make sure you get off on the right foot. Make an effort to be friendly and offer help if they are struggling to move in all their things. Everyone is in the same boat, so there is no need to feel awkward about starting a conversation. Go for it!
A couple of days/weeks down the line and you will be into the swing of living as a student. You probably wont miss your family too much, and will be coping well with life at university. I mean freshers week is very fun! But give it a couple of months and you definitely (in my opinion) start to miss you family and all the comforts of home. This is the time to pick up the phone and give you're parents and friends from home a ring. Or go back home for the weekend to see what you're not missing! I guarantee it will help and if not then grab your uni friends, a box set and if you're in Newcastle order in your favourite 'Creams' dessert and have a chilled night in (or whatever makes you feel better)!
Everyone you love is only a phone call away...don't panic!
H. X
The move itself is hugeee. The stress levels are high, as you try and pack 17/18 years worth of 'stuff' into a car (which at that moment seems smaller than most dog beds), and more than likely you will end up getting on your parents nerves (or visa versa) as you pack, travel and unpack everything you own. The fact that everyone's emotions are high also doesn't help. The move for me was fairly smooth. We packed the car up the night before and set of early in the morning to miss the pile up once we arrived.
Once everything is moved in, and your new room looks perfect 😊 Its time to get to know your flat mates. These are the people that you are more than likely going to live with for the next year (unless something goes wrong) and so you need to make sure you get off on the right foot. Make an effort to be friendly and offer help if they are struggling to move in all their things. Everyone is in the same boat, so there is no need to feel awkward about starting a conversation. Go for it!
A couple of days/weeks down the line and you will be into the swing of living as a student. You probably wont miss your family too much, and will be coping well with life at university. I mean freshers week is very fun! But give it a couple of months and you definitely (in my opinion) start to miss you family and all the comforts of home. This is the time to pick up the phone and give you're parents and friends from home a ring. Or go back home for the weekend to see what you're not missing! I guarantee it will help and if not then grab your uni friends, a box set and if you're in Newcastle order in your favourite 'Creams' dessert and have a chilled night in (or whatever makes you feel better)!
Everyone you love is only a phone call away...don't panic!
H. X
Monday, 9 January 2017
Life as a Biomedical Sciences student
I chose to take a Biomedical Sciences degree mainly due to not getting into medicine and knowing that is is a good way in, but also for my love of biology. Biomedical Sciences (especially at Newcastle University) encompasses the fundamentals of biological processes with disease. I am able to understand key mechanisms in control of our bodies, with relation to biochemical pathways, genetic disease and cell processes.
The work load for a biomedical sciences students can be big. We have a practical a week and usually a seminar in a group of around 20 students, where we are able to dig deeper into enhancing our knowledge. There are around 4 lectures a day and the content we learn is a huge step up from college. But this is one of the great things about university...the ability to enhance the skills and knowledge you started to build on in previous education. I make sure that I write up all me lecture notes after each lecture, so that I can review the topic in greater detail and at my own pace. This really helps when it comes to exams, as it means that I have concise notes which I can use to work out sections I need to revise more.
Aside from the academic side of life as a Biomed, there are lots of other opportunities. This includes joining societies, playing sports and spending time with new people who share common interests. I have made some fabulous friends at university, who I guarantee will be part of my life for many years to come.
University is meant to be one of the best times of your life...as we are all told. This is certainly proving to be true. For those hoping to embark on their journey in September, I wish you all the best. Remember to study hard, take time for yourself and most of all enjoy every second of it!!!!
Lots of love
H. X
The work load for a biomedical sciences students can be big. We have a practical a week and usually a seminar in a group of around 20 students, where we are able to dig deeper into enhancing our knowledge. There are around 4 lectures a day and the content we learn is a huge step up from college. But this is one of the great things about university...the ability to enhance the skills and knowledge you started to build on in previous education. I make sure that I write up all me lecture notes after each lecture, so that I can review the topic in greater detail and at my own pace. This really helps when it comes to exams, as it means that I have concise notes which I can use to work out sections I need to revise more.
Aside from the academic side of life as a Biomed, there are lots of other opportunities. This includes joining societies, playing sports and spending time with new people who share common interests. I have made some fabulous friends at university, who I guarantee will be part of my life for many years to come.
University is meant to be one of the best times of your life...as we are all told. This is certainly proving to be true. For those hoping to embark on their journey in September, I wish you all the best. Remember to study hard, take time for yourself and most of all enjoy every second of it!!!!
Lots of love
H. X
Sunday, 8 January 2017
Medical school interview
So you've gone and done it... interview time is approaching. But you start to panic and worry about the questions you'll be asked. STOP! The interviewers are normal people like you and me, they are not there to scare you and stop you from succeeding. They want you to do well as much as you do. Stay calm and collected. If there is water, have some. If you need the question repeating or rephrasing, ask. Make sure you have kept up to date on recent healthcare advances in the news and that you have done some mock interviews (even if it's just you stood in front of a mirror)! The interview is your way to show the medical school what your made of. They have read all about you, but it's this you that they want to get to know!! Just be yourself. 100%.
I can only comment on the type of interview that I have had...multiple mini interview. If this is the type that you are set to have then you will speak to around 6 different people who will each ask you different questions or to complete a role play scenario. You have an allocated amount of time at each of the stations, and so have to make sure that you make it!!
All being well, you will receive confirmation of the brilliant person you are by receiving an offer through. Well done! But stay focussed and make sure the exams go your way.
If you don't receive an offer after having an interview, then do not become too disheartened. The fact that you had an interview is an accomplishment in itself and you should be extremely proud. Not having an offer is not the end of the world. The skills you gained from applying and sitting an interview can be used for future, whether that be applying to medical schools again or in a job that you are hoping for.
Stay motivated...
H. X
I can only comment on the type of interview that I have had...multiple mini interview. If this is the type that you are set to have then you will speak to around 6 different people who will each ask you different questions or to complete a role play scenario. You have an allocated amount of time at each of the stations, and so have to make sure that you make it!!
All being well, you will receive confirmation of the brilliant person you are by receiving an offer through. Well done! But stay focussed and make sure the exams go your way.
If you don't receive an offer after having an interview, then do not become too disheartened. The fact that you had an interview is an accomplishment in itself and you should be extremely proud. Not having an offer is not the end of the world. The skills you gained from applying and sitting an interview can be used for future, whether that be applying to medical schools again or in a job that you are hoping for.
Stay motivated...
H. X
Saturday, 7 January 2017
Applying to medical school
The process of applying to medical school can be daunting. There are so many things to complete, plus juggling college work and so things can pretty soon build up and seem impossible to complete. But never fear! The application process doesn't have to be like this. Below are a few tips I have to help...
Before even starting the application process, you need to make the decision of where you want to apply? The sort of university you are looking for? And the type of teaching you're after?
For medicine the most important aspect in my opinion is whether you want problem based learning, integrated or majority lecture based study. This will be the biggest part of your degree and so you need to make sure you chose one where you will thrive and get the most out of. The second most important thing for me was whether I wanted a campus or city location. You're going to be at university for a long time and so you need to find a place that you're happy to call 'home'! Another factor which may affect your decision is whether the university does dissection or prosection. For those who are very new to the application process, dissection is when you as the student does the cutting and prosection is when the demonstrator has pre-cut for you. From here you should be able to whittle down the choices of universities to find the few that offer everything you are looking for.
The admissions test for medical school can be a hugely scary experience, but something that is required by the majority of schools in the UK. Depending on the universities you are wanting to apply to, you may be required to sit the UKCAT or BMAT or both. I've only sat the UKCAT so have no comparison to the BMAT, but from my own experience I would highly recommend the UKCAT books available online (https://www.amazon.co.uk/Medical-School-UKCAT-Practice-Questions/dp/1905812183/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1483817337&sr=8-1&keywords=UKCAT is where I got mine). The biggest part of succeeding at the tests is to practice, practice and practice. The questions in the books are not the ones you get on the test day, but they are very similar and really helped me to ensure I got a score I was happy with both times I sat the test. In the exam, remember to stay calm. Read the question carefully. Stay focused. And if your stuck on a question then flag for review at the end of the section, or guess (there is no negative marking)!
Once you have the universities you want in sight (and you are well on your way with the admission test) you need to get down to business and get started with your personal statement. As one of the BIGGEST parts of a medical application, I hope by this point you will have done plenty of volunteer work, paid work, shadowing, work experience placements etc...things that are going to make you stand out and show your commitment to a career in medicine. Once you have begun your volunteering jouney (my favourite part!) you need to start with writing everything down that you have done and what you learned from them in order to make up your personal statement. Include things you have done which link to medicine as well as any hobbies you have and situations in which you have shown good leadership skills or been part of a team. Make sure you really sell yourself and prove that you deserve a place. For those who have not succeeded first time, this is where you can shine and show the medical schools that they were wrong in not grabbing you first time around. The personal statement is like your golden ticket into medical school, so make it count!!!
If you don't manage to get an interview from your university choices then this does not mean the end of the world. This does not define you as a person, this should make you a stronger person. From here stand tall and brush yourself down. Don't push your dreams aside, work harder to achieve them. And don't ever stop!
Hope this helps someone out there,
H x
Before even starting the application process, you need to make the decision of where you want to apply? The sort of university you are looking for? And the type of teaching you're after?
For medicine the most important aspect in my opinion is whether you want problem based learning, integrated or majority lecture based study. This will be the biggest part of your degree and so you need to make sure you chose one where you will thrive and get the most out of. The second most important thing for me was whether I wanted a campus or city location. You're going to be at university for a long time and so you need to find a place that you're happy to call 'home'! Another factor which may affect your decision is whether the university does dissection or prosection. For those who are very new to the application process, dissection is when you as the student does the cutting and prosection is when the demonstrator has pre-cut for you. From here you should be able to whittle down the choices of universities to find the few that offer everything you are looking for.
The admissions test for medical school can be a hugely scary experience, but something that is required by the majority of schools in the UK. Depending on the universities you are wanting to apply to, you may be required to sit the UKCAT or BMAT or both. I've only sat the UKCAT so have no comparison to the BMAT, but from my own experience I would highly recommend the UKCAT books available online (https://www.amazon.co.uk/Medical-School-UKCAT-Practice-Questions/dp/1905812183/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1483817337&sr=8-1&keywords=UKCAT is where I got mine). The biggest part of succeeding at the tests is to practice, practice and practice. The questions in the books are not the ones you get on the test day, but they are very similar and really helped me to ensure I got a score I was happy with both times I sat the test. In the exam, remember to stay calm. Read the question carefully. Stay focused. And if your stuck on a question then flag for review at the end of the section, or guess (there is no negative marking)!
Once you have the universities you want in sight (and you are well on your way with the admission test) you need to get down to business and get started with your personal statement. As one of the BIGGEST parts of a medical application, I hope by this point you will have done plenty of volunteer work, paid work, shadowing, work experience placements etc...things that are going to make you stand out and show your commitment to a career in medicine. Once you have begun your volunteering jouney (my favourite part!) you need to start with writing everything down that you have done and what you learned from them in order to make up your personal statement. Include things you have done which link to medicine as well as any hobbies you have and situations in which you have shown good leadership skills or been part of a team. Make sure you really sell yourself and prove that you deserve a place. For those who have not succeeded first time, this is where you can shine and show the medical schools that they were wrong in not grabbing you first time around. The personal statement is like your golden ticket into medical school, so make it count!!!
If you don't manage to get an interview from your university choices then this does not mean the end of the world. This does not define you as a person, this should make you a stronger person. From here stand tall and brush yourself down. Don't push your dreams aside, work harder to achieve them. And don't ever stop!
Hope this helps someone out there,
H x
Friday, 6 January 2017
Let me introduce myself...
WOW. I did not expect the setting up of a blog to be so complicated. I still don't know if I'm doing things right?
As you can tell, I am very new to the world of blogging but I have been wanting to get started for a while now in order to help people who have been through the same as me! Before getting into that I should introduce myself...
You are probably now wanting to know the reason for me starting this blog and so here goes...last year I was given a place at St Andrews medical school, which was what dreams were made of for me. I have always wanted to study medicine and coming home to receive the news was one of the biggest highlights of my life. I worked hard all through A2 year of college to make sure I got the grades that would secure my place, and I was sure that I would be starting life as a medical student! This, as you can tell, did not happen and unfortunately I did not manage to get the grades I needed. I had never been as disappointed in myself in all my life and I really struggled for a couple of weeks adjusting the fact that I wasn't going to be joining the friends I had made (via Facebook) in St A. The weeks after A-level results day were the hardest, but I had to 'man up' and face the truth. I decided that it wasn't going to stop me from going to University and certainly not from pursuing my dreams of becoming a doctor. I chose Biomed as the pre-degree to undertake because it I knew that it was the closest to medicine that I could get for the time being, and Newcastle because I love the city.
Medical school is highly competitive and places are limited meaning inevitably people are going to be left disappointed. BUT there are ways through this! A 'no' does not mean a definitive 'no', there are ways of getting into medical school when your grades are not high enough!! Biomedical science is just one option of many. I spent a few days looking into other options for making my dream a reality and chose this route because I didn't want to leave education and I have always enjoyed biology. For every individual, there is a tailor-made path of reaching your goals which may not be the route that is necessarily chosen by you. But if there is one thing that this experience has taught me, it is that everything happens for a reason!!
Stay strong people...there is always a way!
H x
As you can tell, I am very new to the world of blogging but I have been wanting to get started for a while now in order to help people who have been through the same as me! Before getting into that I should introduce myself...
My name is Holly, I'm 19 years old and attend Newcastle University studying Biomedical Sciences. I have no siblings (cry), but a little dog called Milly who likes to think she is 'one of the girls'. I love to spend time with family and friends and I am happiest surrounded by the people I love💗
You are probably now wanting to know the reason for me starting this blog and so here goes...last year I was given a place at St Andrews medical school, which was what dreams were made of for me. I have always wanted to study medicine and coming home to receive the news was one of the biggest highlights of my life. I worked hard all through A2 year of college to make sure I got the grades that would secure my place, and I was sure that I would be starting life as a medical student! This, as you can tell, did not happen and unfortunately I did not manage to get the grades I needed. I had never been as disappointed in myself in all my life and I really struggled for a couple of weeks adjusting the fact that I wasn't going to be joining the friends I had made (via Facebook) in St A. The weeks after A-level results day were the hardest, but I had to 'man up' and face the truth. I decided that it wasn't going to stop me from going to University and certainly not from pursuing my dreams of becoming a doctor. I chose Biomed as the pre-degree to undertake because it I knew that it was the closest to medicine that I could get for the time being, and Newcastle because I love the city.
This pain and upset that I felt the day my heart was broken is something that I have learnt to live with, and it is now something that I want to help other people overcome.
Medical school is highly competitive and places are limited meaning inevitably people are going to be left disappointed. BUT there are ways through this! A 'no' does not mean a definitive 'no', there are ways of getting into medical school when your grades are not high enough!! Biomedical science is just one option of many. I spent a few days looking into other options for making my dream a reality and chose this route because I didn't want to leave education and I have always enjoyed biology. For every individual, there is a tailor-made path of reaching your goals which may not be the route that is necessarily chosen by you. But if there is one thing that this experience has taught me, it is that everything happens for a reason!!
Stay strong people...there is always a way!
H x
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